Мне никто ничего не должен

If you have any belief or if you simply consider, that any statement truly is one. And if you live on it is another. Different things: «to understand mind, that it so» and to "feel". To feel is much deeper …

I once very much liked expression: «You should nothing to anybody. Anybody should nothing to you» (naturally, «You should nothing to anybody» - this phrase has restrictions, it extends only on "debts" decided). And here to feel it really …

I very often waited earlier, that someone will arrive definitely. Or something :) And when these expectations were not justified - was upset. Understanding mind, that anybody should nothing to me - all the same was upset …

And now - is not present. When from anybody you wait for nothing, there will be no disappointments. Moreover, when events develop how it would be desirable - if you wait for it, the pleasure is less. «Affairs go how should go, that here surprising». And when for it you do not wait specially - then pleasure much more strongly …

It is impossible to tell, that I now in general from anybody and nor from what I wait for nothing. But much, much less, than once. I thought earlier, that if from anybody wait is for nothing such tired philosophy disappointed in a life. And actually, it appears, sensation from a life, on the contrary, brighter, light, joyful, easy …